You know what loving some one your not supposed to love is like? Like drinking alcohol, you know you’re not supposed to be doing it, and you know it’s bad for you and the outcome will be awfully bad. But you do it anyways, because you think that for that moment it’ll be fun, there’s like this thing that you don’t know what you exactly want, after drinking alcohol, but you do drink it anyways. It usually ends up in puking, passing out and doing the craziest things. That’s what loving somebody you know you can’t have is like. You know your not the “Meant to be ones” or the chance of you getting together could be there. You’re friends or acquaintance’s… and you’ll probably stay like that because that person is already in love with someone else. But you go on, loving them to such an extent you never even knew you were capable off. And it tears you apart, spoils many of your days, but you won’t stop, cause it’s an addiction, a bad one. But you just do, and you don’t even know why. 

That feeling when you’re crush looks at you, and the feeling of insecurity just goes into like 1000 times more than already how insecure you are.